You know a boring afternoon when you don’t have much work can trigger a lot of thoughts in you.. thts wen u realize, you r wasting time.. mann nothing is a better inspiration than that.. and u suddenly become active, get up and tell the world( at least a few set of friends) about ur new found ‘urself’. (Abhi abhi hua yakeen, ki aag hai mujhme kahi) Something similar happened to a friend of mine, So why wait, he dint want the spark to go waste, decided to ignite all our minds. And there came a chat window popping with a message “Guys think what is that you are ready to die for”..
Ding ding ding.. thr were few messages laughing at this sudden awaken of Indian youth. But at my end thr was a weird silence.. a silence inside me. Forget laughing… the chat window instead laughed at me.. (hehe Sushma u don’t even have an answer to pretend too ) Well, the discussion further became technical without leaving a doubt that I was a part of chat room full geeks with their geeko dreams, wanting to leave a trail behind, wanting to write something (SOMETHING??? What thing is this now?) that can change the world again.. I had no problem being part of that, but do I want to take the trouble of finding what that SOMETHING is? Ohh excuse me please.. not me.. ok so that obviously is not something I am ready to die for.. so leaving the chat room I packed my bag. A thought lingered , may be its dance I want to do, a BIG stage, huge audience, lights, claps, music and u dance ur heart out, managing to win the heart of audience (standing ovation??? :P ). Seemed right, come on I am giving my heart and soul to it, I go to class after ofce, come back and practice it at home, it is something whr my passion lies.. oh I found finally found it. A sigh of relief. But wait.. a voice frm inside reminded.. dint I miss the classes entire last season, because I had lot of work. I was trying to write that SOMETHING and missed the great chance of performing before Shiamak? Come on I dint even consider a bit of slogging for 2 days a week. Heck, then will I die for it? Mm.. may be acting, I love that, acting, video making. Have I not been writing stories around the songs I hear , have I not tried enacting (beating) the actresses after watching movies? But again, I haven’t even gone for a single rehearsal in last 2 years, no stage performance nothing. All this citing the hectic schedule( schedule doesn’t matter for passion, does it). Ok so thts ruled out… what else? Come on I don’t have anything I can die for????????????? Then y am I alive??? Suddenly had 3-4-5 answers,
I am here to work, have fun, dance my heart away, to live different lives as actress, to slog for NOTHING, and of course to find something to live for everyday. Mann.. thts a convincing answer(convenient too). Jus as this thought crossed the mind, I dint want to waste time.. I have to tell the world too ..(Life is an open road to me) . So here I am with my answers
The last note: All the best guys, I am sure you will come up with something which will be a GATEWAY for the new world.
Ding ding ding.. thr were few messages laughing at this sudden awaken of Indian youth. But at my end thr was a weird silence.. a silence inside me. Forget laughing… the chat window instead laughed at me.. (hehe Sushma u don’t even have an answer to pretend too ) Well, the discussion further became technical without leaving a doubt that I was a part of chat room full geeks with their geeko dreams, wanting to leave a trail behind, wanting to write something (SOMETHING??? What thing is this now?) that can change the world again.. I had no problem being part of that, but do I want to take the trouble of finding what that SOMETHING is? Ohh excuse me please.. not me.. ok so that obviously is not something I am ready to die for.. so leaving the chat room I packed my bag. A thought lingered , may be its dance I want to do, a BIG stage, huge audience, lights, claps, music and u dance ur heart out, managing to win the heart of audience (standing ovation??? :P ). Seemed right, come on I am giving my heart and soul to it, I go to class after ofce, come back and practice it at home, it is something whr my passion lies.. oh I found finally found it. A sigh of relief. But wait.. a voice frm inside reminded.. dint I miss the classes entire last season, because I had lot of work. I was trying to write that SOMETHING and missed the great chance of performing before Shiamak? Come on I dint even consider a bit of slogging for 2 days a week. Heck, then will I die for it? Mm.. may be acting, I love that, acting, video making. Have I not been writing stories around the songs I hear , have I not tried enacting (beating) the actresses after watching movies? But again, I haven’t even gone for a single rehearsal in last 2 years, no stage performance nothing. All this citing the hectic schedule( schedule doesn’t matter for passion, does it). Ok so thts ruled out… what else? Come on I don’t have anything I can die for????????????? Then y am I alive??? Suddenly had 3-4-5 answers,
I am here to work, have fun, dance my heart away, to live different lives as actress, to slog for NOTHING, and of course to find something to live for everyday. Mann.. thts a convincing answer(convenient too). Jus as this thought crossed the mind, I dint want to waste time.. I have to tell the world too ..(Life is an open road to me) . So here I am with my answers
The last note: All the best guys, I am sure you will come up with something which will be a GATEWAY for the new world.